when i was really eager longing for December to come more faster in time. was hoping that December will be a month full of loves, and a great month between me and you. But I'm totally wrong. I'm sorry. I did my best. I've showed you my efforts but I see none from you. I wasn't supposed to be this way. Hurt this much, this way. cuz like they said. Is it worth it? is he worth ur tears? well no.
But everything seems so fast. well despite evrything, i'll always remind myself that everything that happens, might takes time to heal. so sooner or later, i'll be ok. I'll be fine without u, my dear.
If u read this, I hope u know that you're one of the precious gifts that God had lend it for me, for 4years and a few days i could say... I've learned alots from you, to improve myself to be a better person throughout life. U teach me how to fall in love this hard, but then u're d one who walked away.. thats what hurts me much. hey, rmmbr our promises? remember how we were strangers and how we used to be friends and falls in love. all our silly jokes, our stupid fights, our midnight calls, our day out fr movies.. and just by driving to nowhere. atleast just to spend time together. I miss every single thing of em.
Sorry again dearself. i kept on hurting myself by reminiscing all those moments. but its just way too hard to forget everything that happened. Everywhere i go, i'll see us. Everything i see, i'll see us. Our fave place to eat? our fave place to watch movie? semuanya akan ada dalam ingatan saya. dan Awak, dalam hati saya.
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