di sebalik segala ke-happy-an, ada jugak ke-pasrah-an
i've tried. but i guess i've failed.
why is it so hard for me tho?
why so stupid?
no one understands, if u're not in my shoes, then you'll never knw how it feels like..
its hurts, way too much. but i force myself to stay positive.
cuz everyone knows.. OVERTHINKING KILLS.
so yeah, why shuld i?
maybe i'm the one whom think too much
while i aint supposed to feel that way.
i just dont know wht to do,
how to make things better.. I lost in my own world.
